..:: Eternal Voy ::..

Grungy Summer Look with a touch of Gore

2009-07-15T22:19:00.018+02:00

I havent made use of this blog for quite a while now, but as I lately came across a few beautifully done fashion blogs I thought to myself that this might be a good idea to add some more content here every now and then ...

Soooo ... today I'm giving you some more insight in my latest look which I created on a quite dirty-naughty-grungy-emo-punk basis ...

I really love love love these bloody handprints on me naughty bits ^.~ especially in combination with the new tribal skin from Dirty Linx ...

Used the shooted tattoo from Blood&Scars as undershirt, then the open version of the shirt from decadent designs (which has quite a range of some other verrrrry teasing outfits) and then again the bloody handprints on top as jacket layer to make the blood look like its running over the shirt ^^ ... the icing are the bloody handprints again as underpants layer right under the stockings from Sweetest Good-bye which is a must-see shop offering some really cute and stylish pieces... think I bought nearly all of their skirts, stockings, tops, pants and some other pieces in several colors *sighs* -.-

And here are the details:

Undershirt: shooted
Underpants: handprints bloody in legs
Jacket: touched
Gloves: dirty hard Gloves by Linda Poplin
all from Blood & Scars ----Mainstore , Black Bottom (80, 221, 34)

Skin: *DL* Rinji skin - Tribal
from DIRTY LYNX - BAY CITY - Detached, Bay City - Falconmoon (76, 245, 25)

Socks: [SG*] Sweeetie purple (solid/wild) by Morphine Janick
Skirt: [SG*] Tik Tak - Khaki (skirt with underpants)
from Sweetest Good-bye :::::: M, Port Jewell (188, 127, 22)

Piercing: .:Hermony:. Maniac Piercing (black)
from Hermony, luck e motion (193, 50, 21)

Right Arm: .:* LOULOU&CO *:. - Bracelet " Desperado "
from .:* LOULOU&CO *:. - Mainstore -, tribaldance (68, 98, 22)

Shirt: White Loose-Fit Tank Top (show tits) - By Decadent Designs
from Decadent Designs Clothing Main S, Blue Bay (24, 222, 21)

Boots: REBEL boots black strapped by Arian Voss
from REBEL - alternative wear - punk neko trash boots clothing shoe, Funky Islands 2 (40, 166, 24)

Bracelet: DrD Disturbia Upper Arm Straps (F)
from Death Row Designs by Dergo Kleene

Left arm: *BLITZED* Steampunk Crazy Watch
from BLITZED Mainstore, BLITZED (81, 169, 73)

Hair: [LeLutka]-DJ - Mahogany

*hugz* ~ Voy ~

SOS - Save our Openspace

2008-10-30T13:06:00.005+01:00

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

Linden Labs recently announced a massive increase in openspace pricing and also a policy change, see this blogpost (for those of you who havent already read):

http://blog.secondlife.com/2008/10/27/openspace-pricing-and-policy-changes/#more-2721

This also affects the Elven Forest Sim which is an Openspace and it also affects the forests darker sister - Jewelfire, which is not yet finished and due to this hasnt been opened to the public up to now.

Many people are asking about the future of these two Sims, ill try to group them in two topics.

The future of Elven Forest
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Will Elven Forest still be there after the price increase in January? - YES it will, but ... it may change a bit.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Elven%20forest////

The future of Jewelfire
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Jewelfire is a literature sim dedicated to the works of Freda Warrington. It was intended to be the darker side of Elven Forest, a world which is worth some exploring and for roleplay, but not as much places for relaxing as at the forest. Jewelfire offers a castle, a graveyard, a mysterious galleon and a lost world - with all of them having some nice surprises for you to explore.

Will Jewelfire still be there after the price increase for non-profit Openspaces in february? No, it wont.

So you better hurry up and visit Jewelfire soon. We will try to finish the sim during the next few weeks, but you can already use it for dark fantasy RP for the next three months. After that the sim will get abandoned to the Lindens.

Is it worth visiting for such a short time?

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Jewelfire////

Absolutely YES!! We already put a lot of effort in creating this Sim for you, so dont let this work get wasted by not visiting the sim in the short time left. Visit Jewelfire, have fun there and most important is - GIVE US FEEDBACK on what you enjoyed most. Only then we will be able to decide which parts of Jewelfire may get included in the future Elven Forest Sim.

Earlier I said Elven Forest will stay - but well, thats only one half of the truth. Actually it might happen that the Elven Forest Sim may vanish from the map, but the forest itself will stay - maybe not at the same location and the Sim might also have another name then. Were planning on moving with the forest to a full sim and also try to include the best parts of Jewelfire there, like the castle for instance. But this move is cost expensive and right now our financial resources from sales of Elven Forest products only last to pay the monthly tiers.

So WE NEED YOUR HELP to keep up the Elven Forest Sim - PLEASE DONATE or buy Elven Forest products. Everything earned and donated here will be used for keeping Elven Forest alive and open to the public!

We will be giving out notes and also updates with landmarks to the new location early enough before either one of the sims will close. Please distribute them to all your friends, since not all of them are in the Elven Forest group. Join the group to get updates on the future of Elven Forest.

*** Thanks for all your support ***

The builders of Elven Forest and Jewelfire
Voy Sands and Anniette Magic

People come into your life for a reason

2008-10-05T22:09:00.009+02:00

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime so....

Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

Maybe . . . There are moments in life when you miss someone – a parent, a spouse, a love, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe . . . The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe ... You should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe ... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe . . . giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe . . . Happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

Maybe... You shouldn't go for looks; they can deceive; don't go for wealth; even that fades away! Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile :-)

Maybe . . . You should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe . . . You should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you crying.

Maybe ... You could share this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life, to those who can and do make you smile when you really need it, to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to all those whom you want to know that you appreciate them and their Friendship.

With love, Chazzy

I dont wanna comment on these words too much, cause i think theyre just right. I just wanna say thank you for sharing these thoughts with me and also thank you to those who are being a part of my life, whether they are/were there for a reason, a season or even stay for a lifetime - Voy

Breakup - a new beginning

2008-09-29T07:48:00.005+02:00

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

by Gary R. Hess

Without you ... my small world will never be the same again. But no matter how hard it will be, with all the pain, sadness and lonely feelings hurting me ... this time I will need to climb this deep dark abyss on my own.

This picture actually isnt an old one which hasnt been published yet ... I made it today ... for you ... to remind me and you of what once has been my bright lil world. My hearts still burning when I think of you and of all the nice moments we had...

... but now I need to leave you from my heart and do a new beginning.

Take care my love

Sadness flies away on the wings of time

2008-09-18T09:31:00.005+02:00

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

My poor Lil ... she looked so sad to me yesterday, which resulted in me adding tears to the picture above. Sometimes Life just isnt fair, like me not bein able to be with her - hold her - right in these moments when we're in need for it ... but in my mind i will still be close to you, whereever you are.

Your Eyes
by Helea

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.

But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.

Pure Lille

2008-09-16T11:21:00.015+02:00

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

This was actually a snapshot I did take of my loved Lille at the Naturist Resort lately, right when we popped in ... so, had only very few seconds to wait till she was rezzed, then take the shot before she headed for our favourite spot ... despite this I think it got very well, even compared to my other shots taken at the photostudio ... i really love her facial expression on this one ... thats why decided to work on it ... so what did I do ... cut out the back, smoothed the borders and hard edges, painted some new lashes and hair with brushes, did the shades according to the lightsource, added the lightsource afterwards, draw a back with rectangle tool and played with some filters at last ... not much magic about it - enjoy ^^

The Escape - Chapter 1

2008-09-15T08:46:00.023+02:00

The National Press
September 15, 2008 at 12:08 PM EDT
MIDIAN CITY — AUTHORITIES say two inmates are at large after escaping from the high-security Midian Regional Correctional Facility last night.
Thirty-five-year-old Voy Sands is five-feet-five inches tall and weighs 121 pounds. She has blue eyes and red hair.
Sands has tattooes on her arms and body.
Lillebror Fall is few years younger, about same size and figure. She has tanned skin and short, dark hair.
She has tribal art tattooed on her full body. Police say they are a threat to the public, and though should not be approached.

A Country-wide warrant was issued for the two escaped inmates, described as "dangerous and possibly armed" at a Monday news conference early Monday afternoon where the public was first alerted about the incident.
With the Trans-Midian Highway nearby, police acknowledge that the inmates could have travelled far in the hours since their escape.
"We've got a pretty big country. They could be just about anywhere," said Sgt. Bob Coleman.

...

We've been driving all night with lights turned off ... "stay off the highway and get some inconspicious vehicle" I yelled at Lille ... and what did she get? a yellow cab ... oh my crazy Lil ... sometimes I think she just loves livin in permanent danger ... maybe thaz why I love her so much.

My skin was all wet ... was it fever or was I just sweating from that hot summer night ... or maybe it was just her ... sitting next to me ... I could hardly draw my attention away from her breathtaking sight ... been separated for so long from her during prison time.

My lungs are burning ... I hardly suppress a dry cough ... can still smell that city smog on my tongue and skin ... was almost unbearable ... but is gettin better with every minute we head away from that hellhole.

Again my eyes rest on her ... even with all those wounds and dirt on her skin she still looks so pretty ... her head turns to me with a fierce sparkle in her eyes and i suddenly notice that my left hand rests on her thighs ... Lille fumbles in her inmate suit for a cigarette "Time for a break?" she asked me with that evil smile on her face which I missed for such a long time ... I looked a bit frightened first ... but then my hand slowly continued to move to the inside of her thighs and a smile came back to my face ...

Its been a long time since I could actually feel her so near beside me ... God, had it been two years already? Yes, I told to myself, it had, but it seemed like so much less than that. Maybe that’s because time, a wonderfully fickle thing, loved to play with my mind and memories on all these fun times we had when we used to play with each other. How can hours, or days, pass, seeming like only an instant, while the same period of time can plod along so slow, laborious? Yes, time was weird. It could rob you off all your senses … if you let it ... but these feelings were slipping away over the last two years ... till… the escape.

It felt so good to be with her together again ... like home. Now, more and more, it seems like all is comin back ... also ... desire.

She approached an old junkyard, and the cab stopped suddenly. A cold ripple of ice slithered down the back of my neck as her hand reached out for mine, pulling me out of the cabbie.

Silence.

"Have you heard something? Was that an alarm or sirens that went off in the far" I asked to myself in semi consciousness...

She looked around the junkyard, eyes and ears searching... then - after a while which felt like ages - her head turned back to me ... with her eyes lookin satisfied upon me ... telling me were just safe around here ... as she finally begins undressing right in front of me ...

I stood there, frozen, trying to make out the words, but they weren’t there. They say that the basic animal instinct for self-survival is the strongest there is. Well, that’s certainly must be true. But now other instincts came back to my mind and body as well ... lust ...

There she was. Standing next to the door of the cabbie. Her dark eyes ablaze with a vacant, mad determination. All the fear, I had tried to suppress in the past hours, where gone at a sudden ... desire engulfed me like a wave of hot dirty water from a ruptured heating pipeline.

“What… How”? I could only mumble a soft unbelieving whisper.

She made no response.

She just stood there, framed by that cabbie. Her hot and wet body slowly moved like a snake, with cold unseeing eyes that know they will soon dispense with its prey. Slowly, deliberately, she raised her right hand, forcing me to move closer ... I was only dimly aware of it. My mind was reeling with a myriad of sights and sounds ... as I slowly surrender my body and soul into her passionate embrace ...

..:: to be continued ::..

Von ..:: Eternal Voy ::..

Taking the next step ...

2008-09-12T13:00:00.006+02:00

... change happens ... and some of you may have noticed that it became a bit quiet at my flickr pages lately ... and you may have also noticed that some impressive Artists like Bugstomper Shepherd and Tara Allen have left flickr for several reasons ... i wont leave flickr yet, but would like to give you a lil more insight on the intention of this blog here ...

... i joined the flickr community only three months ago ... it was fun to participate but i cant and dont want to keep up with that speed of light at which those community is growing ... also i do have a different sense for art ... which is not that kind of mass production which happens there ... i would like to concentrate more on the work i put in my artwork ... but art takes time ... just to give you some background on my latest pictures - had an idea in my mind .. created several poses, tested them inworld ... built some additional items which i needed in these pictures and then finally made about 50 to 100 snaps for only 1 picture - just to get the right lighting, shades, from different angles and such ... 'finally' made the retouching in photoshop which took another few days ...

... i will continue to post pictures on flickr ... but will try to separate more between snaps and art ... flickr is quite ok for snapshots ... but artwork needs a quiet space where is not so much distraction around them ... like a gallery

... just to make it clear - nobody did harm me on flickr ... havent had any problems with abuse reports, envy and such ... but always felt a bit 'stuck' in certain behaviour patterns ... like ...

the more friends you add, the more comments and favs you get ...
the more comments you add to other pictures, and even if theyre just as short and silly as ... wow ... beautiful ... great ..., the more comments and favs you get too
only add positive comments ... if you dont like a certain pic ... then you better post nothing instead of telling them your suggestions on how to improve them
add at least 5 pictures a day ... and dont forget to comment others
try to add your pictures to as many groups as possible, even if lookin at these groups afterwards makes no sense anymore since there are always the same pics ...
and so on ...

... and since i always tried to not fit myself into certain behaviour patterns ... i decided to slow down my comments and postings at flickr a bit ... and concentrate more on the things which are really important to me ... like my loved Lille ... which already suffered by me not having enough time to pay attention to her, for other *private* reasons not mentioned here ...

... this is another reason for me not bein able to participate in the Virtual Artists group anymore ... sorry Tara, Luella and Richard ... i really liked the idea behind this group and hope you keep on your great work ...

... but i would like to invite everyone to these pages ... feel free to comment them and also discuss my entries here ... i would like to hear all of your thoughts, not just the positive ones ... and also id love to work with you together on a certain picture or idea you got ... so ... need to get to an end *sighs* ... if you did enjoy my latest works ... then dont hesitate to set a link to this gallery /blog page and come back from to time ... pictures will get posted at a weekly or maybe more monthly basis ... not quite sure yet

*hugs you all*

~.~ Voy ~.~